It is Ami（@4mi0gura）!
I started acting vigorously from June in preparation for immigration to Berlin, but this morning a bit stalled this month
Today, I think that some people have similar thoughts, I will write articles ^ ^ ♪
Since I am also an actress, I also do the training of acting in parallel with the work of the concierge.
It is often said that you are on the stage,
In the setting all can be seen through.
I can not hide it.
It is the degree of effort to reach there, the human nature of that person, and also the things that those people have are reflected.
And exactly I was in a so-called slump state.
Even though I was acting, I was not having fun, I started to lose track of why I was doing it, I was very frightened.
Something goes wrong?
Does not motivation rise?
I am in a rush, but the situation does not get better.
Feeling to drown and try hard to breathe the air.
It is very painful.
It was such a time.
Suddenly, “I want to be needed! I realized myself that I am anxious.
It is not bad to have such feelings,
I think that it would be good if it is something to do or power it ^ ^
However, in my case, this feeling
I was getting “exhausted”.
I want to be needed.
If you turn backward, it is not required.
The thought is hiding!
Please think about a bit.
People who believe in their values
I think that you do not want to be “wanted”.
Because, because I am determined to need it lol
But I think that I do not have value.
It is abandoned if you do not try hard
It will be cut off if you do not work hard
I hate it if I do not try hard
If you do your best …
I am addicted to the loop, right?
Moreover, unconscious or Σ (゚ Д ゚)
In the end it is self-affirmation.
In my case, it is too much gummy,
I am tired, often forgetting to work on my own and falling out often
Recently this pattern,
When work enters,
Tempered in unfamiliar work,
I am frightened when disappointed that I can not do it,
It is said to spin extra.
I can write it and write it ^ ^ ♪
Completely one-person control (* ≧ ∀ ≦ *)
So, in my case, when I start to feel painful it is an autograph.
Are you trying hard Do you love yourself properly ?? What.
Does not everyone like that?
Tempered one-person control (* ≧ ∀ ≦ *)
At that time it might be a bit of a staggering sign.
In the first place, why do you do your best?
What you want to achieve
Thing you want to do
thing of interest
Since there are such goals,
At that time, full of hope,
I think that I am excited,
While acting, various obstacles will strike, and my heart will be depleted.
But that’s what happens as it acts.
If we do not act, nothing will be born.
So, in reality you should just labor yourself
It seems natural for the hard worker to keep up,
I put pressure on myself even more.
It is nothing but life and pain.
So at such times,
Pause and praise yourself.
Why are you doing, what kind of world you wanted to show to myself?
Once again, I think I will be able to escape myself!
I like this way, I got through this way!
Nobody can make you happy.
Only I can make myself happy.
My friend and mental coach is the word!
Thank you for reading to the end.
I am glad if I could use someone’s help! !